"Well I’ve been sunsetting so damn long
and the length of those lies only stretches so far
in hell like this, on nights like these
I just miss your humor, I just need someone to blame tonight,
you know I could never hang in as hard as I could hang on,
and here I am again."

Sunsetting, Pianos Become The Teeth
May 20th
8:24 PM
 0

No one stays at the top forever

May 19th
5:12 PM
 1

i dont fucking understand you. You say you listen to metal but you wont show up to see Texas In July and apparently Warped Tour is to big of a pain in the ass for you to go see The Black Dahlia Murder when you say they are your “favorite” band. But you’ll go out and see Macklemore

I don’t know what i ever saw in you, because truth is you really piss me off.

May 19th
3:15 AM
 1

"I’m over listening
I don’t need anything
I’m a classic train wreck walking
I’m deaf to the words they’re talking
I’m locked in this prison of society
This world’s full of liars and cheats
So call me what you wanna but you won’t destroy me"

Forget About Me, Escape The Fate
May 18th
8:35 PM
 6

Everyone at school is pissed by how I’m ignoring everyone around school but after what I’ve been through this past week I just needed to do it. Because I need to take care of myself right now. Which means I can’t make my self sick at school every god damn day and I just need room to breath.

May 16th
9:47 PM
 0

"Sometimes before it gets better
The darkness gets bigger
The person that you’d take a bullet for is behind the trigger
Oh, we’re fading fast
I miss missing you now and then"

Miss Missing You, Fall Out Boy
May 16th
6:34 PM
 6

Excuse me while I go play in traffic because I’m freaking out and I really should be going to bed.

May 15th
10:25 PM
 1

And now i’m sitting in alone in a psychiatrist office waiting for my appointment. And this makes me think of all the shitty things that have happened to me since I was a little kid. And the fact that I have no one who really means something to me because if I did I wouldn’t be here alone. And it’s been killing me because I’m going to go in there and they are just going to tell me I’m even more fucked up than before. And that they keep saying its an emergency and I had to see this guy immediately and that makes me worried, and all that time I wasted trying to get better i was only getting worse.

May 15th
4:29 PM
 1

"Clear the apartment. I plan on collapsing
and I could have sworn I heard a car door slam.
I’m stuck at the corner of grinding teeth and stomach acid, all alone
under a soft rain and streetlamp."

I Just Want To Sell Out My Funeral, The Wonder Years
May 14th
8:33 PM
 1

Let’s keep it a secret

May 14th
9:45 AM
 1

You obviously don’t understand anything

May 13th
9:42 PM
 0

I won’t forget the day that, that I found God
In a kitchen knife now and on my arm
So paint the pale white floor with, with my red life
And tell myself this pain is the pain I love
As I swallow the pills of happiness
And you watch me fall like New York in an earthquake

May 13th
7:40 PM
 4

Constantly contemplating the shitty decisions I make

May 13th
2:49 PM
 0

"You could do better
Better than that
You’re a fraud
Thank God and learn to keep your shirt on.
You could do better"

Do Better, Say Anything
May 12th
8:42 PM
 3

"

What if I told you that I’d never hurt you?
Always be there for you to hold on to.
I know you make me feel alive

And every single second’s a lifetime memory,
I’ll be holding on to each moment
‘Cause you make me

"

Alive, Adelitas Way
May 11th
9:06 PM
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